Scumbag me posts journal about breaking the rut, then proceeds to make longest hiatus in 8 year history on dev
Apparently artist's block is a long standing issue that won't ever be resolved by a single event, considering how many times I thought it would and didn't
I'm getting older, but why do I fall for and repeat the same stupid things over and over, example like abandoning something I feel responsible for?
Sifting through nostalgic old nonsense seems to confirm this; I have a serious loop problem. Not only with abandonment but with just everything in general- art, decisions, musings, observations, games, angst, excitement, depression, life happenings etc etc- I could fill in the blanks with things of the past and it would still make sense today. What does that even mean.
..Still working on -the- game (concept), still working on figuring out an effective way to make -the- animation models, still juggling the same ideas of other related tidbits and things, etc etc.
I've been predicting it being right around the corner for years, the "upward spiral"- make it happen 2017 me, don't read this later and confirm the loop..